Today is four months with my boyfriend, but it feels like so much less and so much more at the same time, because it’s been incredible being with him :)
Today, I also saw my ex-boyfriend for the first time in a long time. He’s still stumbling and oblivious, like he’s been since he got onto the prescription drugs. Serves him right I guess.
It seems so trivial, but being with my current boyfriend is so different - so much better. It’s still weird for me because I was with an abusive twat for so long that I just assumed that was how I deserved to be treated, but now I see that it’s not.
I don’t mean to compare or anything like that. I’m just so happy, and I still find it so incredible that someone can respect me and care for me without belittling my every move, as well as be my friend and respect my wishes, and talk to me like a human being, not a pet.
Oh the ramblings of a smitten young woman.